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Sunday, March 9 1:20 PMI duno y but i have so many problems lately. Aniway when to appreciation day on Friday with Iqa , Fudge and Shafa but bfore that when to Raffles Hosp to visit a new born baby! Cute!! Yesterday when to visit mum at her hse then follow her to salon to cut her hair and I also rebond fringe again.Hmm.. now at hm no where to go but so many problems to think about. Especially the boyfie part. Hearing erin lecture make me come to my senses to think wad is the matter but really i dunno why.Boyfie: I just do not like the way you treat me in a sense that i cannot msg or call other guy.When i go out , you must know wadeva im doing n where i am going and with who im going and even though im with iqa ,erin , fudge , shafa(etc) , must have no guy tagging along with us.If possible everyday you want to meet. On the day of appreciaton day you heard a guy voice in the background when i was talking to you , you thought that i was going out with another guy and you get suspicious and ask all sort of qns.The way you are controlling me and your jealousy, i do not like it.For the past few days, u think im diff when im nort and keep calling erin to tell bout it. I love you but is just that you think to far and you get suspicious easily. Bella.D: I really sorrry if im wrong in what i had do but i hope you understand. Maybe you are ryte that i just do not want to give in.How should i give in if he does not want to change. True that i am the one who like hym first but the way he treat me is unacceptable. The way he control me give me no freedom at all. I do not know how long i can take this but i will try my best not to destroy the relationship. I know without you , i would not had met hym.I do not know what i am diff at. I do feel at lost and its like wadeva i do is wrong and what do he expect from me? |