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Nur Shazehan
Shazee , 16
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Contemplative as a monk
Friday, April 16 11:12 PM

I feel horrendous for the week . I don't know why or what cause it . I just wished i could burst into tears and let everything out . I'm not engrossed into fighting with loved ones because i find it useless and a waste of breath . It is not even beneficial but why can't the other party just think the same . Why must a small problem be maximize into something illogical . It's pathetic , no , it's darn pathetic . Then others starts to jump into conclusions which isn't true and i have never been given a chance to explain myself . I did not do anything . But even if were given a chance , i would not risk it although i love risks . People would tend to ignore and just shut their ears and always think what they infer/observes are always right . Judgements without proves , evidence and support are not worth hearing .
I can't have a peaceful week for like a month . There will always be problems which i'm blur about and found out it's actually my fault . It has always been so literally like that . No use bragging about it . I just want to let it out so i won't feel uncomfortable . I'm damn terrified that mid-year is round the corner and it is very superbly near . I'm not prepared and Ms Teo is living during July . What the hell ; end of the world for combined humans . I'm worn out , exhausted . I'm gonna sleep like one kind today . PFFT .
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