One & Only

2010-09-28T12:10:00.002+08:00

Now i have curly hair and i don't know how to describe it . I have medium hair length now ! I'm practically bored as i have school at 7.30 pm later on . I haven touch my a-maths homework . Damn ! I better attempt something before going for geog . Guess what ? I had deluxe breakfast from macdonalds . Crazy huh ? Impossible for me to finish it . Tsk , but it was good . It was scrumptious . I better finish my show , clean the house , bath and start doing work .

2010-09-20T19:09:00.002+08:00

Today was effing tiring ! I think it's due to what time i slept yesterday . I came to school with my sore back . My god . Time practice and more time practice y'know . Then , there was graduation ceremony which was pretty lame . Lack of sizes , uncooperative etc . We got to know our maths result for prelim paper 1 . It was no surprise i failed as i was not prepared again . My aggregate points for prelims was 22 . I feel like fainting . I'm unable to make it through sec 5 . How discouraging . The real thing is in two weeks time . I hope i make it through . I practically exhausted and i feel like sleeping but can't :( I better bath and study by 8 .

2010-09-18T19:06:00.003+08:00

Class of 4E 09/10 (malays) feat Arai

His the most annoying guy that loves to bully me and called me fat -.-

The most annoying but concerning

A lady who has a strong attitude

Msn buddy

Arai ; his stiff huh ?

The clowns

Amirul ^_^

4E lady's

Aisha

So overall the outing was fantastic and satisfying but i swear my feet hurts . The b0ys still wants to have another raya outing , i surrender i tell you . I was suppose to go to mum's stall but i fell asleep . I'm tired . Blame it to my sister who woke me up before 11 am . First ask me for money then ask me how to save a kitten who just got hit by a car . As much as i wanna save that kitten but i'm no vet nor spca . So yeah . I bore myself with the lappy . Now , watching spy kids 2 . All time favorite huh ? Exaggerating .

2010-09-14T18:39:00.002+08:00

2010-09-07T20:01:00.003+08:00

I miss blogging ! Blame it on my bloody sister for bringing the lappy to work everyday . Still , i'm busy with N-level . Guess what ? Tomorrow is the last paper before raya ! Awesome . I'm so loving it . I have to rush to get a baju kurung for myself tomorrow . I'm so last minute . The paper just now amazed me . It came out orderly . It came out only one topic per qns . If i fail , fuck SS beybeh -.-

Currently baking cookies . I'm so lazy . Mummy faster come home and bring food . I'm sick of maggi and cookies . This is my third time baking since yesterday . I spent hours on baking . Hah ; no life !

I'm all out for listening comprehension just now . It's tricky but manageable . I could not complete SS in time . I manage to attempt all but not complete it . It was 3.29 when i complete almost everything on my essay . Damn , how i wished they could extend the duration . What's over is over anyway . All the best for tomorrow .

2010-09-01T17:17:00.002+08:00

I need to study SS pronto . I prolly should take my evening bath and start on it straight away . Then , after buka , I will grab chocolate waffle for myself . I'm craving for that . My bloody day struck me but thank goodness i had 3 weeks of fasting . It's good enough . I think i will be able to fast for the last two days (Y) Good enough for me .

Currently chatting with kidkin . I hope my problems with syakir would come to an end . Nothing last forever . We should understand that .

I'm left with good governance and bonding singapore and i'm done . I better get on and understand those chapters i have not touch on . I'm running out of time . Now kidkin is being action -.-

It's not always rainbow and butterflies

2010-08-31T18:57:00.002+08:00

I define my blog as expressing what i feel about the situations/problems/good things that are revolving around me . Who says life is easy right ? We just have to get use to it . We once had a love story and it's not probably possible to get back together as we used to . If only time allows it . I'm not mean or neither i'm cruel . We're all human beings . We must try to understand the other party and in return , they should understand us .

I don't think things are turning that way . I shall listen to Zi'an advice for now . Focusing on my upcoming N'Levels next week , shall be my current priority . Love can wait but a good future doesn't . How i wished i could be as gifted as my dear friend "fyphy" . She's an amazing women who can manage and balance her time well . I salute her for that . "Don't kembang!".

Nearing to N'Levels , tons of problems hit me . I'll pray hard that these would go away . My relationship with my mother is getting better . Hardships would pull your bond with each other closer instead of repelling . That's at least a good sign . I wish everyone , SELAMAT BERBUKA !

2010-08-28T18:33:00.002+08:00

I just want to loosen things up a little but if i were to explain things to you , you won't understand . You keep telling people this and that . People starts to develop a bad impression of me . I'm tired and you won't give me a break . I'm having my N-levels in a weeks time . Now , i don't care what people think of me . I have friends who stands for me and supports me . They might think you're an amazing guy and i'm not thankful enough . I'm fasting , you don't give me a break . YOU ALWAYS SAY YOU UNDERSTAND , but you don't . I'm a human . I have feelings . If like the public to know so much , go ahead and tweet whatever i did wrong . Ya . i'm the bad guy , the villain . You're the holy crap that whatever i did to you , you need someone pity-ness . These is really unfair to me . You can complain to whoever you want , but i rarely open my mouth and let out my views .

2010-08-27T21:36:00.003+08:00

Every girl deserve what they want . You must not let anything demoralised you . No one has the rights to . I had a hard time this month . Not putting much effort as i should for the upcoming paper in a weeks time . I must do well for english . If i don't , i'm dead . I can kiss Secondary 5 goodbye which i hope that does not happened . Oh yes ; I've changed my blog skin and it's not really complete yet . I've been busy so i won't be updating my blog as frequently as i usually do . Currently watching WUJUD 4 . It's a must watch for the malays ^_^ Mum is also busy with making traditional cookies for upcoming hari raya .

2010-08-19T17:56:00.002+08:00

Hi , I just woke up from my beauty sleep and i have a migraine . I'm really bored right now and i don't know who to talk to . Tomorrow is my last day for prelims . I know i'm gonna do badly because i did not put in effort . After prelims my eye bags will worsen till N-levels are over . I better study hard for N-level social studies which is next month . I'm good at mugging .

Today , grandparents and ryan came over . Woots ! Granny prepared nasi lemak for break fast later on ! I'm ultra excited . My gosh :P Tomorrow is A-maths and POA . I screwed both papers just . Oh my .

2010-08-13T22:17:00.002+08:00

Fuh my blog is dusty .

I'll do a proper post when prelims are over . English paper 2 was sophisticated . I almost fainted doing passage A . Alright , that's over exaggerating . Wishing everyone taking N-LEVEL prelims the best of luck (: Especially to my brothers and sisters in making ;P

2010-08-07T14:19:00.005+08:00

We'll miss you Ms Teo :(

2010-08-05T21:15:00.002+08:00

Meet my idol .
My blog has been dumped due to preparations of prelims and N'Level . I really hope i ace it . Tomorrow is National Day Celebration at school . It seem hard to do a french braid on someone . *sighs* I hope i won't fail feetri tomorrow.

2010-07-31T10:54:00.000+08:00

I miss ♥

2010-07-30T19:14:00.003+08:00

This is what i did while checking fb , tweeting & chatting :D
School was tiring today , i can't take it any longer . Gosh ; I wonder if i'm in sec five . I think the situation would be much more worse . Time test just now was ridiculous . I could not attempt the questions although i practice and revise . Waste my time only :/

I brainwashed aisha with old hindustan songs ! I love them pretty much , who doesn't ? Hehe . I went to granny's to take some food that she prepared for mum . I ate her roti boyan . Yummy ! I'll never get tired of it . What a scrumptious delight ! My eyes were half dead went i was in 188 . What a tiring day !

Now i'm waiting for beloved semi guy sister to get out of the toilet . We're heading to Bukit Gombak to get our address changed . I mean on our ic's to be specific . I'm dragging myself there . Tomorrow there will be school for me in the morning . How disappointing ! I'd thought of sleeping till the sun rises T.T

2010-07-29T19:29:00.002+08:00

I did not attend school just now and i feel guilty . I missing a lot just now . How cool was that ? I better attend school tomorrow .

I met ♥ just now . It was just another random meet up as usual . I've not seen him for 2 days (: So giving him an opportunity to see my face ! Kay stop it eh shazee . He have been kind enough to accompany me to granny's house and sending me off to the bus stop ^^

My aunt have tickets to YOG rehearsal . Cool huh ? I really wanna go but by the looks of it i have no time to go home and change . I can't be possibly going with my uniform on , it's so ridiculous . School ends at 5.15 or 5.30 due to 2 time practice that we're having tomorrow . A-maths and one of the combined science . It's so unfair T.T I wished i could ameliorate the day it was set .

2010-07-24T17:00:00.002+08:00

How much you want me to understand your situation is how much i want you to understand me . I'm not being selfish . Whatever you say does matters . So if you said something you didn't meant to , it's devastating to me . I have these mood swings that would react when i'm either upset or unhappy of the situation .

My family situation suck . I don't have a biological parent living in the same roof as me . What the fuck ! What a life !

In my opinion , life is like maneuvering a car . I can't maneuver my car when it comes to studies well enough . I know it suck big time . I know i suck big time . What a rough year i'm having huh ? It's sickening to see all sorts of people .

2010-07-19T21:45:00.002+08:00

Thanks dearest boyfriend for the treat (:
School was cool . My bag was light for the first time in the year ! Since there were more timed practice today . My geog timed practice was a disaster because i did not study . I just read the notes for understanding . There was english timed test too but most of us could not finish in time due to the lack of time given . We had only 50 minutes , pathetic -.- Now i'm done with revision and ironing of uniform . I better pack my bag and go to sleep . I need a lot of rest (:

2010-07-17T22:02:00.002+08:00

I'm panicking because i'm not studying enough . I only did chemistry . I wasted my afternoon and evening today . Doing stuff that is unimportant . Mum is getting on my nerve these days . I don't know what's wrong with but she's being a distraction when i'm doing my homeworks . I just hope she would stop scolding and screaming . It made me look dumb getting scolded for something i did not do or something i had no intentions of doing . I'm born to be impatient , sometimes you can't change what you are even though you attempt to .

Saturdays are boring as usual . I did not attend school , i'm sucha sore loser ! HAH . I better get back to my last paper of chemistry MCQ and syakir is even worst then a sore loser ! What a busy boyf i got myself . *sighs*

2010-07-16T23:06:00.002+08:00

Sorry if i don't mind my language ♥
I had a rough time when i reached home .

School was normal and i have 1 quote for myself ; "I need to do something to POA". Tomorrow there will be school for me . Too bad huh ? I have to endure these till N-Levels . Since there will be a-math and social studies . I have more time for other subjects like combined science and POA . Prelims is 4 weeks away . That would be a gateway of how well i would do for N-Levels . I must aim for below 15 if i want to come back for sec 5 . If not , in an instant i would get killed by my father . I'm tired , i'm turning in soon .

2010-07-15T18:32:00.002+08:00

I reached home at 6.00pm and my poor pair of feet is soaring due to the walk i took to home . I'm exhausted these few days at school . I think it's because of the world cup on monday that cause me not to have any sleep . There's no alternative anyway . Who in the world does not want to watch world cup finals ? Only idiots . School was dry as usual . We did revision papers over and over . I don't understand any but at least i have brain- iacs beside me to enhance my brain with formulas and definitions .

I hope tomorrow there will not be any time practice because i'm practically lazy . Now i have to bath and get ready to head to limbang mac to meet my sexayy girls ! Mum has some wires that need some adjustments . Seriously . Nag and nag , i heard your voice well enough for my whole life . I better get ready now .

2010-07-14T22:58:00.002+08:00

Today was superb . I enjoyed today . Lessons were dry as per normal . What do you expect right ? We're taking N-Level and O-Level Mathematics . I'm wondering how would i clear my Poa , like seriously . I did not even complete a question during the timed practice that was held today . Pathetic & sickening , the attitude that i have .

Baby picked me up from school . It put a smile on my face as someone is carrying my school bag ^_^ You're always much appreciated . I have to be discipline with my time management like seriously . I've been spending time with baby and less time with revision . I need to bang my head on the wall . Prelims is coming really soon .

I love Syakir

2010-07-12T22:10:00.004+08:00

Sometimes i wished , once i closed my eyes and cover it with my two bare hands and count to 3 , everything would get back to normal . We are human beings , it's reality we must face . It's either a good love life or a good family life and I wish to be greedy and I want to have both . I only have one at the moment . I love my love life very much(Y)

School is being such a sore loser . I purposely woke up late since i need my sleep for my N Level Oral as it is crucial . I reached school at 9 am . I got screamed by o.m at the foyer . Mengarot , you know . It's Aisha's birthday ! Happy Birthday aye kakak fierce (: I'm ecstatic over Spain winning . I root for them from the start , not like those who rooted for Brazil etc . In the end they lost ^__^

Now , i need to pack my bags and go to sleep . I need the sleep after watching world cup . It's time to hit the bed ! I'm going to meet baby after lesson .

2010-07-11T17:57:00.001+08:00

I'M SORRY :(

2010-07-10T23:35:00.002+08:00

So today ? I'm very contented that i had a great time (: with boyf and his youngest brother . We had a rough start though . It was such a bore that we had to wait for an hour and thirty minutes before the movie began . We went around causeway point , in and out . I tried my best to try and entertain his youngest brother but i don't really know . What kind of first impression he has of me :/ I don't own a younger brother so i don't really have any knowledge of it . The movie was enjoyable and humorous (Y) Consequently , we went home .

I went to granny's to meet cousins , grandparents etc . I miss them alot ! I went with my dearest sister at around 10 . I bought aisha's present . It's hand-made . I really hope she would loved it . I almost forget , i had school in the morning . I was being a pig , i had difficulty getting my ass off the bed . I have lots of homework to do . Monday is N'level english oral :/

Insecurity

2010-07-09T19:44:00.003+08:00

How i wish i could get along with you ?
How i wish we could fight less , understand each other more .
It's an arduous thing to do , i'm learning more about your characteristic so i would not be disheartened if you were to use words that are inappropriate to me . Since you're not as capable in saying out something you feel . In the end , it sends out a different message to me . I'm at my best , trying to calm down and not to get angry easily . We must ameliorate , if we want things to get better . Our arguments and conflicts we had are worsening .

School was such an ass . We ended at 4.30 pm since we had time-practice . Normal lessons was really draggy because we only go through worksheets with the exception of Poa . Poa make me go speechless . I do not understand what she's teaching and every single time we asked for help , she would say we either did not read her notes or did not pay attention . It's ridiculous . I would be either busy crapping with alloy or yan you . They are the best irritating partner to sit next to .

I would have a hard time figuring out yanyou handwriting because it looked like a lizard poo :/ My eyes can go bonka , reading it . I would also be a nuisance to alloy when his sleeping in class . It's saddening that junhao broke his arshavin bottle . Poor thing ^_^

So my weekends are filled with home works and revision notes i need to do and complete . I would definitely be busy on saturday . I would rest on friday because i know i'm worn out . I hope my saturday turns out well .

1st monthsary

2010-07-07T23:21:00.002+08:00

We had a rough month , don't we ? Although it's only the beginning and we still have a long way to go . I truly am trying to let you in , to understand me deeper . I know i'm not making any effort . Thank you for your patience , your encouragements , your understandings and you love . I appreciate it a lot . I'm blessed to have a boyfriend like you . I'll ameliorate for the better , i'll promise to give it shot .

I'm thankful

2010-07-06T19:05:00.002+08:00

YAY ! We're back on track ♥ Thanks to me , i let everything go and take as if it's normal . That's so at low typicality , heh . It's mostly due to his patience (: I'm lucky to have an understanding boyfriend like you who likes to pamper me very much ! I love you , xoxo . I blogged for the third time . I'm bored and hungry . I'm waiting for boyfriend too and i'm going to start on my homework soon . I chatted with Erwin for a while and i find it dumb .

ErwinWong says:
HAHAHAHA
OH
FUCK SIA
so bad of me...
LOL!!!!!!!!
WTF
you never come sch lim bei never notice
Shazee says:
lim bei who sia ?
ErwinWong says:
Me
:D
Shazee says:
you nvr come also people never notice . HAHA .
ErwinWong says:
FUCK YOU
i never come
the next day i go
everybody
HEY ERWIN WHY YESTERDAY NEVER COME
HEY YOU SICK AH YESTERDAY
HEY YOU
HEY HANDSOME
^^
Shazee says:
_|_
you handsome ? sure anot ?
HAHA
Doesn't look like it .
ErwinWong says:
hahahaha
yea
Shazee says:
I think liling and vernon is the only ones that thinks you're handsome
ErwinWong says:
walao
i dont friend you liao
you so bad
:(
Shazee says:
HAHA .
You also bad sia .
ErwinWong says:
LOL!

I'll learn to let go

2010-07-06T11:00:00.003+08:00

I still can't get to sleep . I don't know what's wrong with me like literally . Now , i really don't know how things are going to get better for tomorrow . It's very disheartening . We fought about something minor indeed . I kept blogging and blogging because i have an empty mind right now with no intentions . I just want things to get better , we to get better .

1 more day

2010-07-06T00:29:00.008+08:00

I hung up because i want you to call me back . It's a test for me to see whether you even bother . The answer is revealed . I'm shattered into pieces by what happened today . I regretted pestering my mum to pay the internet bills . In return , i got this . You could at least be considerate and tell me you're busy. You don't have to make me wait . Sometimes minor little things does have a great impact . If a girl hung up , she wants you to return the call . If she says she's okay , she's actually not . If she wants to hung up , she's trying to send out a message that something is amiss . I'm trying to stop crying here , i'm saddened . I'm not attending school . Don't force me to do something i don't want to . Your not the distraction my mum is referring to . She's trying to tell me that the arguments we face are the ones affecting me , pulling me away from my preparation for my N-level . I'm trying to make things work and i'm confident .

2010-07-05T13:07:00.001+08:00

There's lots of family photos but i'm lazy to upload everything .

S7610

2010-07-04T01:07:00.002+08:00

I know , i've dumped this blog of mine for quite some time and finally , i did something to it . So , I've just reached home and i'm exhausted . Today , i spent my day pretty well although it had a rough start . Consequently things got better . I think , i'll do a proper update the following day since i'm worn out right now and tomorrow is a big day . We're having a surprise barbeque for our grandparents and it's not going to end late since those workaholics are working the next day . Bummer ! Still , i have tons of homework to do .

2010-06-23T13:50:00.002+08:00

How i wish i could go back to sleep ! Alright , i'm being a pig . I really can't wait to grab my hands on one of those charles & keith wallet . Bah ! I'm saving T.T I can't buy this nor that because there will always be somebody who would say "NO" or "Don't waste your money" . I feel like chopping his head already .

Now i'm famished but i'm just too lazy to buy some food for myself . I still have house chores to complete since i'm the new maid during the school holidays period . My stomach grumbling , the kitchen would be full with tibits . I'm gonna grow as fat as pig if i eat to much -.- I just hope mum gonna reach home early or maybe granny would cook something . I miss her roti boyan (: Sedap ! Why am i blogging about food all the sudden ?

I'm always indesicive

2010-06-22T14:53:00.002+08:00

I'm waiting for ♥ to come over . His worst then a girl i tell you . So these few days , it has been tough for me to just control . Today i had a-maths class in the morning and it was kinda simple . I'm loving it . Class for us are cancelled throughout the week . Cool ! I'm saving my money like one crazy woman because i'm craving to buy lots of things (: Good things come good with the money ! HAHA . I don't know how today will turn out . I hope it's gonna be superb . Furthermore , i have tons of homeworks to complete and i just receive more just now . GAH !

Tomorrow , please .

2010-06-21T21:16:00.003+08:00

Finally i get to meet ♥ after three long days . In three days , a number of things occurred . It was very very horrendous . I hope if things were to rewind itself , i hope things would be nicer . Since when fights are reasonable or controllable ? Shazee , you're day dreaming !

Today was great ! Mother Tongue was superb ! Cikgu Fadelinah treated us KFC . We were very full by then . I had difficulty walking man ! Then me , phy & bazilah went to Lot One . We wasted our time by slacking around . Consequently , i met ♥ at cck mrt platform . He accompanied me back home . My dear semi guy sister , asked syakir to fixed her laptop . It took quite some time and walahhhhh ! After fixing her messenger , we went to meet arleana and my semi guy sister went to granny's house . We went to lamsoon , it has been a long time since i've been there but still , the amount of people was not adequate . Gah !! Then i slacked with ♥ . I was home at around 8.30 pm . So cousin's in the house . Sis has to use lappy T.T .

Please , no more .

2010-06-20T17:03:00.003+08:00

Life is like a mirror . Sometimes what we want will not always go right , instead it will go the opposite . It's similar to how to look into a mirror , it reflects your image . I hope there isn't a need to go another round of argument . I'll try my best to change for the better but it's really hard . To change into someone you're not because you're just not used to it . It takes lots of time . I think you endure my behavior long enough . It's frustrating isn't it ? Even if you don't admit it , i know . I would always reflect , if i were you and you did that to me , how would i feel ? But alhamdulilah , we are back to normal although i strongly feel somethings is wrong . Anyway these stuff usually occur when we never get to meet . Enjoy yourself ♥

I can't wait for Monday

2010-06-19T19:26:00.007+08:00

I'm putting a smile on my face , giving myself false hope that i could finish my holiday homework in time . I always wonder why i'm born being as lazy as a pig ! Bah ! I sacrifice my time for homework here . Staying at home , enduring mum's nagging . I'm left with 3 more writings and i have an additional one 3/4 completed . Not to forget , i have 3 worksheet to be completed before monday . I hope i finish all the writings by today . If not , i'm doom . I want to be the super cool one to finish everything at the last minute . I type all my writings in the com and now i have to spare time to copy them on raw paper manzxc .

I miss ♥ ! I'm not going to meet him for three days :(

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY !

It's always the sudden displease feeling that caused everything to react

2010-06-18T19:24:00.005+08:00

Learning to let go is the hardest thing for me especially when i'm mad . My negative attitude is worst as ever because it would always develop a bad impression . I would rather call it "Perangai" . I rather care about what people think of me then what i think of myself . In my opinion , here is a great place to just let go . If i were to scream , mum would say i'm insane and ask me to shut up . If I were to tell another party how i feel , they would not understand . Maybe a little but I'm certain not all . They think that it's okay because they know us . I'm the one feeling bad . There is always lots of if's in my wishlist . People have different qualities . Qualities that exceeds one another . That is what that make us special . What you're trying to say will always bring out the different message because how you feel can't be written , said nor told . You could only describe .

2010-06-18T13:40:00.006+08:00

These are MOST of the photos not all . I have troubles uploading it in facebook so i'm uploading here .

My stomach currently is 50% hungry and 50% full so i don't know when is the right time to eat since I haven had anything since morning . So yeah . I got home at 2 or going to 2 this morning from our "double date" . Cool or what ?! Haha .

So this is how it goes . In the afternoon around 4 plus , met ♥ at my house . He waited for me and off we made our way to cathay cineplax . My sister and her partner help us to get the tickets . We're watching toys story 3 . It was great and hilarious . It's a must watch movie . Now it hit the 8th time i watch movie with ♥ . We slack at starbucks until the movie starts . After the movie we went to eat at a near by coffee shop . Hah . Consequently , we went to clark quey . We walked and went to one fullerten . We took tons of pictures there . We slack and slack till it reach 1 . We took the cab home . I bought bee hoon since i was famished . Then went straight to sleep .

Here i am , blogging . I woke up at 1plus due to mum phone call . Heh . Holiday is coming to an end . What a bummer ! Now i have to really concentrate to get myself through .

Toys story was great !

2010-06-18T03:04:00.002+08:00

I ♥ my day . I'd just got home and i'm exhausted . I'll blog more in the afternoon . Goodnight (:

Eisens

2010-06-17T14:10:00.004+08:00

Sentosa

Awesomeeeeeee

2010-06-16T22:29:00.002+08:00

He made my day today (: I got to catch the karate kid even of the circumstances . Sis bailed on me today as her ______ was not feeling well and didn't had enough sleep due to her projects she needs to complete . I was pissed as she texted me when i was asleep -.- He came over and brought me food (Y) Bee hoon , yummy ! We talked , we laughed . I got changed and we met fathir and ruby at lot one . We were the ones who were late this time round . So much of getting even with each other . Overall , the movie was fantastic ! Especially the ending . Consequently , we went to lamsoon . We slack for a while and we went to arl's block to grab waffles and head to lot one to grab yami yogurt . Sedappppppp ! I enjoyed my day (Y) Currently webcam-ing with love .

I forgive and simply let it go

2010-06-16T00:24:00.006+08:00

Yesterday

It was the worst at first . I had a so called argument with love in two days straight . It was suffering . How am i going to cope with those upcoming fights we are going to have . Gosh , i must learn to let go of sensitivity that i have always been having . It's destructive . I must learn how to control my anger issues :/ It would always add on to the situation to worsen . I'm well aware of my negative attitude that i always release .

I went to Sentosa with fellow eisenians . It was fantastic , fabulous ! We took lots of pictures and i'm so loving it ! Although i had my own issues , it does not get in my way of having fun . The sun was incredibly not adoring us . It gave out plenty of heat that changed my skin tone . It drive me nuts . I did not hit the water because i do not want the change in my skin tone to worsen . After crapping at Sentosa , we went to slack at vivo . I reached home nicely before 11 .

Today , I'm gonna watch karate kid . I'm just excited and I can't wait . It's gonna be the seventh time i'm catching a movie with love . This time round , they will be my beloved sister and her you know what plus fathir and rubinah , hopefully . Most of all ; I can't wait to see you ! (L)

My true colours

2010-06-14T10:33:00.003+08:00

I'm tired , upset , frustrated and overwhelmed by the situation .

I tried explaning myself and i guess it does not worked . I understand their situation but do they understand mine ? It's an answer they we ourselves know . I shed tears of disappointment . Even because of my love ones . I'm just sick and tired , that's all . I made promises that i had no choice but to keep it .

Donkeydonkeydonkey

2010-06-11T16:04:00.003+08:00

I have great resentment towards syakir . His utterly annoying ! HEH . Despise me if you can ^_^

Distractions are the attraction

2010-06-09T22:31:00.003+08:00

You're the drug & I'm the consumer or it may be the other way around .

I have no choice but to skip a-maths tomorrow . I feel guilty for this week . My attitude really needs an adjustment . I have to stay focus on my studies and not get distracted . I must use the time that i waste to finish up on my holiday homeworks which i have not started on . I'm a dead fish or even worst . The second week is coming to an end . I have a few events lined up for the third week . I'm doom . Alright , i'm panicking big time ! I have to pay back the lessons i missed . Bummer ! Why am i stuck in such a state . Ya allah . My crap started . I'm so gonna get killed . I try my best to attend school tomorrow . I must cut down on being so nice . BAH . I'd spent on crappy stuff man , this few days .

HELL

2010-06-08T19:28:00.002+08:00

Look how sweet i am , unlike you :p
I try so hard to get him irritated and annoyed but all my energy i put into it went to waste ! Haha , guess i should not see you when you're mad . It's gonna be worst than a monster . I having a slight headache due to the lack of sleep i'm facing . School was crap . Me and fy went for the last 45 minutes of the lesson . What do i care ? As long as i got my attendance marked . That would be cool enough .

I went to meet arleana and it was cool . What's with me with the word "cool" ?! Bah ! I went to lamsoon for a while . It has been very chaotic for the past few days . We are a family you know . We should let bygones be bygones . Easier said then done . HAH ! I went home early and no one is at home . Tomorrow i don't feel like coming to school but there will always be a gundu asking me to go . Mum , cepat balek .

2010-06-07T22:30:00.002+08:00

Today ;
I've trust , I believe , I gave in , I cleared my doubts .
Lastly , i hope i have no regrets towards the decision made . I fear but in order not to make a mistake , you have to sacrifice a mistake to prevent another . So , I just believe :D

School suck today . Both teachers for a-math did not attend school . One has course and the other fell sick . Gosh ! I skipped poa because i find it useless . Unless the teacher change , i will stick to my horrendous attitude towards poa . That's it ! I watched Shrek with rub , syakir & fathir . It was nonsensical , hilarious . Then we head to lamsoon and stuff happened . I rather not get involved . It's dumb . I bought food for grandpa and i made a hole in my pocket . HEH . So , i'll be attending poa for an hour with phy . Gah !

2010-06-06T00:23:00.002+08:00

I miss this donkey of mine .
Tomorrow is going to be such a sore ! I'm heading to bugis with cousins with a main purpose . Sorry guys for ditching you at the last minute ! Not on purpose . Now i'm otp with that particular cute monster above . Hah , i'm spouting craps . BYE .

2010-06-05T14:19:00.002+08:00

Meet my 2nd boyfriend in the fantasy world . Before him is of course my one & only boyfriend , Fernando Torres ^_^ I've been talking about this crap with ♥ since yesterday . Today is such a bore and i'm just keeping my blog alive . I can't wait for eclipse .

I'm impatient but still i have to be patient

2010-06-04T21:50:00.002+08:00

School was such a drag as per normal . I woke up late because i planned to but it did not happened on purpose . I was 45 minutes late but it was still acceptable . Zi'an , Hairul and the others were 15 minutes later than me . So they were the worst aye , not me ! Zi'an sat beside me and we were laughing at Ms Hew mouth posture . It looks awkward , with her mouth moving side to side . I took his watch away ^__^ We laughed among ourselves . It was great ! Geography was slightly better than poa of course ! We did map reading , time flies quicker when doing the things we adore .

Ms Teo canceled social studies class and change the day . I met ♥ at interchange and he accompanied me back home . I need to clean up my house before going out . It looked as if it was hit by a tornado or a hurricane :/ Slack till 4 plus and off we head to lamsoon . Since arl has some issues she needs me to lend a hand with . I hate ♥ for the day ! His very evil ^__^ I hope there's something on tomorrow , BAH !

Otp with donkey

2010-06-03T12:04:00.003+08:00

Ps: Syakir jgn jealous !

I skipped physics and english . I seriously need to stay focus on my studies , HA-HA . Shazee ;
you can't even sit still for a two hour lesson -.- ! Next week i'm gonna attend my holiday lesson fully and i have to start on my holiday homework . Ishk ! Tomorrow lesson really suck , what in the hell i'm gonna do for three hours , BAH ! It ends at 4.30 . I have to sent grandpa to check- up and this is for real ah ms lee . I'm not joking . I canceled my plan with phy and twins since they are going in a so called triple date .

2010-06-02T12:10:00.000+08:00

I want to eat YAMI YOGURT :/

2010-06-01T21:40:00.001+08:00

My decision is final , so be it .

I'm not coming tomorrow ^_^

2010-05-31T23:06:00.003+08:00

I love and dislike the intimate relationship between us at the same time , truthfully ♥
School was great just now . For the first time , i love equation of circles , a-maths . Mr Andrew Lin is the greatest ! His teaching skills is magnificent . You will understand it at an instant . After school ended , met ♥ at interchange . We made our way to DBS since ♥ wanted to replace his POSB atm card . Consequently , we head to west mall to book the tickets . We watched Prince of Persia and it's awesome ! Even aisha says so .

We also made our way to lamsoon since i told arleana to meet me ! I miss her ♥ I'm meeting her again tomorrow and i'm going to my grandmother's house . Atok is sick :( Get well soon , love ya ♥

Eh i miss you lah bodoh

2010-05-30T12:34:00.003+08:00

I want one ! But mummy seem to have resentments towards cats ! What a mother !
Today ; mum planned to catch a movie with me but it's still undecided . Now , i'm somehow "helping" mum in cleaning the house or should i say lending a hand :B I did not have enough sleep and i ended up sleeping on the sofa . My body is aching :/ I don't care whether you came back drunk or feeling high . Just don't bloody be a harassment . Your actions are irritating enough .

School starts at 10.30 tomorrow (Y) So , i will be waking up late . Good luck to those in the brainiacs group for a-maths ! I'll be catching a movie with ♥ tomorrow , Prince of Persia . I hope the movie won't come to a waste like the previous . Kakak also ask to me watch shrek because it's hilarious . She asked me to watch it with mum . I think mum will end up falling asleep the theater :/

I hate korean songs

2010-05-29T14:24:00.004+08:00

I'm suppose to go to my grandmother's house but by the looks of it , i'm lazy like a pig . Yesterday was great . I met ♥ and we head our way to lamsoon . Yesterday was chaotic , i lioke ! Those who were involve in helping in my aunt wedding met their way to 283 at around 7 and i was there of course with arleana & kakak uma ♥ . We goof around and they had their briefing . After that we met our way to lamsoon again . I went back home going to eleven . I got nagging from mum as she said underage should not be sitting at the void deck -.-

Today , i'll be going out with mum and my sister to city link to find a guestbook for my aunt upcoming wedding . I know it's gonna be a hell lots of fun . Especially when ♥ will be washing the dishes , *evil smile* . Grr , school will start on monday for me . It's troublesome . I still have to wake up at 8 , with my current grades demoralising me . I can't wait for feetri outing to science centre , HAHA ^_^ Class bbq and of course Eisen babes outing to arab street and bugis . *wide smile * .

It's not a competition

2010-05-27T22:41:00.003+08:00

Results of mid year was release and i did horrendous . My both maths , was thumbs up ! The weaker ones did better than me . So overall my L1R4 was 22 . I need to get less than 19 to get into sec 5 . Mr Cheok target for us is 11 points and below . With my current situation , the doors of ite is 3/4 opened for me and the doors to sec 5 is only 1/4 opened . Ite would be my last resort for now :/

School was fabulous ! Joyce Lee was abesent and it was free period . We watched kick ass and i find mr danial annoying . He asked dumb questions . Poa was chaotic . More than half the class did not do their work and she thought it would only be the minority . Instead , it was the majority . She's not dumb enough to chased the majority out then who is she gonna teach . Overall it was enjoyable . Ms Teo even treat us pastries . Thank you , we love you ^_^

After school met syakir at lot one . We ate ananas and off we go to lamsoon . I saw arleana and i definitely miss her . It was such a drag man today . Nothing much happening except for the kude kepang mini show which i find it a little terrifying . Then i went home around six and had my event till 10 . He dragged an extra 30 minutes . What the hell . Now , otp with donkey .

Filthy

2010-05-26T20:11:00.003+08:00

Certain words are hard to say . Sometimes it's easier to be shown .
I'm loving this week , school ends early ^^ Marvelous ! Exams results will be given tomorrow . Whatever ! Today was not too draggy and i give 2 thumbs up for that . Oh not to forget , with the exception of english of course . That has always been the worst . Enough talking about school , it's worst than an annoying orange .

Met ♥ at mac and hidayah jebek too . We went to lot one and headed to mac . We went to lamsoon consequently . I adore bullying ♥ . First was draggy and as time passes , it became less draggy . I can't wait for tomorrow . LAST DAY .

Meltzxc you know

2010-05-25T22:12:00.002+08:00

I really wonder about your whereabouts . You take things lightly and you can still blog about it . You're similar to a heartless human being . We're here just waiting for you to come home . I'm the one not really related to you , i'd got myself involve when i do not even know anything . I was not even there . Don't you even care for those who are suffering .

School was dumb , i'm lazy to do english , bye .

2010-05-24T18:50:00.002+08:00

Today is seriously tiring and i definitely can't stand it . I'm used to sleeping late , pfft . Now i must definitely make an effort to sleep earlier . The news spread real fast don't you think . You've troubled many and i hope you're fine . Come back soon .

School was cool . There was no english , i love ! There isn't a need to see ms lee face :/ Other lessons move with the flow pretty well . I have home works and it definitely need to be done . I'm very lazy to update my blog because i'm very very sleepy . I don't know what crap i'm typing right now because i know , i doesn't make sense . I'm currently on the phone with donkey , bah ! Malas lah nak continue .

Homeworks

2010-05-23T19:15:00.001+08:00

Pictures speaks louder than mere words

I hate my mum's hair

2010-05-23T11:59:00.003+08:00

My mother's hair ; ya allah ! Last warning :/ It's much more worst when it's seen live . Typical minah rep hairs , young at heart . Mothers ! Yesterday was thumbs up with the exception of the movie The Last Song . I'll rate it 2-3 star only . I find the movie kind of crappy . I don't know why girls go gugugaga over it .

So yesterday ;

I went to my weekend class and it was draggy . Going through papers which you've failed badly . It's utterly ridiculous . I'm not enamored by it . Then reached home around 12 . Get ready and i took a long time . Girls ! Met donkey at bukit batok mrt . Off we go to lido . I regretted watching the movie , pfft . After that , we met feetri and faiz at marina square . They were adorable like care bears ^_^ We went to the bridge and singapore flyer . Heh , awesome ! The wind was mesmerizing . I love . Then we took the train home around 11 . I met my family at redhill and he met his at idon'tknowwhere . I went to the airport to eat popeye . The mash potato was very delicious . Must try . We went home at around 3 plus coming to 4 am . I was exhausted and i hit my comfy mattress as soon as i reach home .

Weekends classes

2010-05-22T00:09:00.003+08:00

I'm super damn lazy to go school in like eight hours time . It's utterly ridiculous to have lessons during weekends when exams are just over . It's easier for some of you guys because you don't need to go out but i need to and i'll be very sleepy you know . Tsk , regret taking those subjects . Sian ~ Can't wait for later afternoon . I've been updating my blog regularly , amazingly . I think this would only last for a while then strikes my laziness to keep my hands typing .

Annoying .

2010-05-21T20:39:00.002+08:00

Today was a little better than yesterday . I've got my chemistry and e-maths results . Chemistry was awesome , i'm loving it ! However , my total marks for emaths was 33/100 . Seriously , the way i did it was effortless . It's better not doing -.- I'm gonna own prelims ! I hope i could :/ Overall i failed my both maths . No distinction for this time round . It's rather disappointing . As aisha said , at a certain point of time , you will do badly that you'll never even expect of doing . So buzz off ya , mid year . Getting ready for parents teachers meeting , first time in my entire secondary school life -.-||

After school , i went to granny's house and slack for a while . I definitely met baby ryan there , his getting even more chubby then the last time I'd met him . Super adorable ! I'm enamored by his smile ! I met syakir at lot one and ate with him . Consequently , we met our way to lamsoon . It's was not draggy as we thought it would be . It was rather awesome ! You know (: I tried the skateboard but it was horrendous . I got my butt on the ground rather than standing on it . Time flies pretty fast so I went home with my dearest donkey ! Heh , so yeah , here i am right now , seating in front of the computer screen . Tomorrow , i have a-mathsclass , it's gonna be such a drag for sure but i'm a strong girl whom can withstand it .

I love mine ^_^

2010-05-20T23:30:00.003+08:00

Good friends ? They are definitely hard to find . Good friends are those who stays with you no matter how bad the situation is for you . Although you may really dislike them at times as they really disgust you , throughout everything , they are still your good friends . They won't easily come and go . Sometimes you just don't realise that you've actually owned one . So they are your treasure troves . I've went through roughly at times with mine , how about yours ? You must not mind by the little things they do that might hurt you but the things that they do to make things better for you. It's never easy . We must always have a different side of view of everything then we understand the other party or even ourselves more .

Today was a definitely a rough day for me again as i failed my physics drastically and woke up late for school . I was disgusted by myself , really . Sometimes i know i kept repeating what i said but that simply just show how disappointed i am towards myself . It's hard to spit it out from my mouth as it never has been easy . Bah ! I hope tomorrow won't be the same as today ! I'm praying hard for that !

2010-05-19T14:43:00.002+08:00

Today was miserable for me only , i guess . Firstly i overslept and was eventually late for school . I was also not feeling well due to the migraine i was facing till now it still has not subside . That was not as horrible as when i got back my papers for certain subjects . Thankfully i passed my english and mother tongue but sadly i failed three subjects . It totally changed my mood in school and i don't know why . Usually , i would not even care but to have a different point of view , it's hard . The others mostly failed the minimum of two and me ? Jeez , i'm starting to feel stuffy sitting in a room filled with brainiacs . Now i have to buck up , ite is the last place in my mind i wanna go after getting my n level results ! Mdm Surmani mentioned to me that i also passed my physics if what she says is the truth , i hope i pass my chemistry too . My mother tongue was also horribly done . I almost failed my paper two and i was lucky that i did well for my paper one . Luck might not be on my side next time . How i wish i can be as hardworking and intelligent as the others ! Lend me your brain :/ Mdm Mary said i was too comfortable , Cikgu asked was wrong with me and Miss Teo gave me a glare after i told her failed 3 subjects :( Shazee Shazee ... This time round was badly done .

Love has been like a gingerbread house , filled with chocolates and candies and i'm loving it ! However studies always plays an important role and my reason of not doing well has nothing to do with the activities i done outside of school :/

You're my only exception

2010-05-18T21:34:00.002+08:00

I webcam with iman . I find it dumb and i find myself more dumb , using two laptops at one time . I did not follow fellow classmates to outing due to money constraints and i don't want to be a burden . I prefer dealing with my own problems . I went to meet syakir and we ate under a block . We bought food from ananas . Tomorrow school starts , what the hell . I want a longer break ! I'm exhausted from everything . Bah !

2010-05-17T21:01:00.002+08:00

I'm blogging for like the second time in a day . I've been abandon by my parents AGAIN at home . I'm famished yet there's nothing to grab in the kitchen so whatever . My whole body is aching , Bah !

The losers

2010-05-17T17:05:00.002+08:00

I suke gambar ni ! HAHA .
You know what ? I just woke up from four long hours from sleep . I'm like a pig plus turtle sia i tell you . Now , i think i have to cut down eating at fast food restaurant with syakir , i'm turning like a pig's bestfriend , no offense . The paper was average but still i know i'm going to fail a-maths although it's only normal academic standard but who cares , it's still a-maths . This week totally suck . Friday most probably having a-maths class till four or at four , i'm not sure either .

Mr Cheok : Aisha , tell the class most probably Friday there will be an extra lesson to go through paper and saturday also .
Shazee : *agape*
Aisha : Hah ? why ?
Mr Cheok : Eh , i have two papers to go through ley , only got one period . One period can't even finish one paper
Shazee : Mengarot sia ni pendek
Shazee - Cheok : Eh cher , you siao ah friday got lesson , sleeping day ley , go back early !
Mr Cheok : Sleep sleep sleep , you head ! Cannot must have one then when want to go through ?
Shazee : Cannot lah cannot , walao
Mr Cheok : Most probably only on friday , just tell the class first
Shazee : What the -.-||
Mr Cheok : *smiles*

Teachers are so annoying these days and not forget , impatient . We can like go through the papers next week , why the rush ? I will forever don't understand teachers and their kiasu-ness . I hope friday i have nothing ! I want to meet donkey (:

I can't make up my mind on whether to go to tomorrow's cinema outing with class . I'm lazy but still , i can't abandon my dearest feetri and aisha right ? *sighs* And zam keep pestering me to go . But still , i have to make a risky decision . Something also came up when we're planning this outing and zam and i have to be like idiots to make "what the hell" decisions . Bah !

Turtle & Donkey ^^

2010-05-16T14:31:00.002+08:00

I was on the phone and web cam-ing with this donkey till 6.30 am ! Haha , he was very adorable and hilarious especially his little brother ^_^ I lioke ! Now i'm extremely sleepy , mum woke me up at around 1 plus . Mumbling that she's hungry and such . Mothers ! So jialat . Now , i'm getting ready as i'm going out with family including dearest cousin arleana ! I know it's gonna fun ! But i'm also gonna miss that idiot , not to worry . I remembered that i have a-maths paper 2 tomorrow . I know i'm gonna flunk it . Haha , good thing it's only mid-year . It just have to show me how much more effort i have to pump into upcoming prelims . I better get myself ready . I just despise mummy screaming in the house as i always take my own sweet time . HEH .

2010-05-15T23:09:00.002+08:00

She's gorgeous isn't she ?
Today was a slightly special day for iman since today is gonna be his last time slacking at lamsoon . Consequently , he will be busy with work starting from next week . I'm so gonna miss your illogical jokes :/ So met arleana at her crib in the evening and we went to cut our fringes but hers , she cut the whole hair. Then went to lot one to buy some food and we ate it near her block . After that , we went back to her crib as her mum need my help for aunty's wedding . So i did help in counting and packing , all the lame stuff but i did it with sincerity at least . When i was done with the helping , met my donkey under arleana's block . We waited for arleana and off we go to lamsoon .

We slacked at lamsoon for a few hours till 9 + and off we went home . Donkey has been very forgetful . Now i'm on facebook chatting with someone i usually meet in the bus :/ So awkward .

2010-05-15T00:44:00.002+08:00

I'm extremely bored right now . I admit , without his presence as an irritate-tor , it's just quiet . Why in the world is he not feeling well ! Bah ! Instead of expecting arl to sleep over , rasyidil came along ! So whatever . At least i have another cousin to rock the house :/ I'm exhausted after a whole schooling day of examinations . I'm left with only one paper , how exciting ! I just can't wait and farhan is so gonna spoil the following week of going through papers . He did not attend a single day of the examination due to his fractured arm . I'm keen to know my results . How bad i have done -.- I'm not going to a-maths class . I'm so gonna do something to my fringe and and i want to have wavy hair !

Intimate

2010-05-14T19:07:00.003+08:00

I'm lazy to give my blog a proper update , HEH . POA paper one was "i don't have any comments" . I finished it in 20 minutes . I'd scribble what is on my mind on the paper . I hope i get at least a pass . If not , i am an idiot who finishes first but ended up failing :/ I went home straight , rested for half an hour or so . Then met my donkey , syakir near macdonalds ^_^ Took mrt to lot one . Consequently , went to buy grandmothers stuff and grandfather's food . They made my pocket tore ! I'm so gonna compensated for my loss hor mum ! We went to lamsoon , did usuals stuff . We went back home early since it was such a bore :/ I reached home and i can't get to sleep , what the hell -.- I can't make up my mind of whether to go tomorrow ; i'm just darn lazy . Today i have a special event till 9.30pm . Gah ! It's such a suffering . I wanna end it soon !

2010-05-13T20:55:00.000+08:00

*MELTZXC* , My one and only ^_^

2010-05-13T20:33:00.001+08:00

WHAT SHOULD I STUDY FOR POA ?
I'm dead ! Tomorrow is english oral !
I have not start revising :/
I'm so dead .
I miss donkey alr :( HAHA

2010-05-12T19:17:00.002+08:00

My eye bags , gah !
Today's paper made me extremely sleepy , i doze off a few times but i force myself to stay awake and finish up the paper . After finishing it , i fell asleep -.- It was great sleeping with the strong wind blown by the fan , i can't resist it . I did not attend english and poa extra lesson due to my lack of sleep . I went home and slept for two hours and still i feel sleepy . I met up with twins and phy but i ended up not studying as i was sleepy :/ What a day . I just got back from there . Now i have to memorize a-maths formulas and poa concepts . I'm worn out , i tell you ! Mum is creating so much noise how i wished she could just lower down the volume . Poa and a-maths , here i come .

2010-05-11T19:13:00.005+08:00

I'm here to give my biggest apology to my dearest mum :/ Sorry that i could not make it on your special day but at least you had a great time right ? I LOVE YOU

Today i was late :/ for the first time in my entire secondary school life and it had to be on an examination period . Gah ! But still , i took my own sweet time when i was in the mrt and taking the bus to school . I was lucky that i made it in time and i almost fell when i was showering in a rush manner . Phew ! The papers today was average and the e-maths paper was a long duration . I was mugwump towards physics paper as most of the multiple choice answers are almost similar . I had a hard time choosing the right one , i hope i don't make careless mistake like i usually do . After both papers , we were dismissed . I met syakir at teck whye . We ate at kfc . After that , went to buy arleana's ice cream and we set off to lamsoon . The weather these days are unpredictable . Sometimes is pretty humid and sometimes it rain as heavily as it could . Khairul is the most obscene friend i ever known . My ben 10 watch went dead when its battery cheated on me . I love that watch , gah ! It had only been a year :/ I went back home with syakir as usual , that donkey ^^ He has tons of things up his sleeves . I dislike you for that . Never failed to make me smile/laugh -.- Additionally , i have resentments towards your watch . Now i'm really exhausted . I planned to take a short nap to re energized .

2010-05-10T20:55:00.002+08:00

It's my third time posting for the day . Oh my , i have so much time to waste . I haven start on physics because i'm darn lazy . I'm tired , i want to sleep . Geez , i can't wait for the week to come to an end .

2010-05-10T19:37:00.004+08:00

I can't get my eyes off him <3

2010-05-10T14:51:00.006+08:00

This was taken early last year . I've run out of pictures and i don't find it a nuisance using old pictures . Since , i does bring back memories , youknowyouknow . I'm really tired and i got a text message by aisha saying to go to limbang at 6 . I pretty lazy and i'm not sure of going but i must catch up with my sleep first or i won't have the energy to revise physics . The papers taken just now was a suffering especially social studies , it was horrendous . I studied the wrong stuff for one particular topic and i studied during assembly . Last minute work -.- I also create my own story for the bloody social studies essay :/ How clever i am . I'm so gonna get mock by ms teo , pfft . Kay bye , i'm gonna catch some sleep and i'm so gonna dream about that four legged animal .

2010-05-09T21:14:00.002+08:00

Okay , donkey , see my awful drawing :/ I really don't know how to draw a donkey and turtle so i just hentam . I'm actually taking a short break from memorising social studies , pfft . I'm only half way day . It's really difficult for me as my neck is soaring right now due to my sleeping position last night . I think i'm going to turn in late tonight . Pfft .

2010-05-09T16:27:00.002+08:00

I swear my face look like a tomato in this picture .

Now i can't refrain myself from reaching the laptop . I feel very annoyed that i can't memorize social studies notes but i can only understand . Tomorrow paper is lobe sided for sure . It's either i pass one of the paper or i will fail both . Now i'm just waiting for everyone to get out from the house so that i have some peace and quality time to memorise . I want to be prepared for tomorrow . Gah ! How about maths ? For sure , i'm going to stay up late today just like what i did for my geography paper . I really have to go home straight tomorrow . Physics will be the killer the following day . Formulas and definitions . I just can't run away from definitions , can't I ? Updating my blog is the only thing i can think about at the moment . I haven wash my school shoe & iron my uniform . Awesome ! I think i better do those now and study at night . It's when my brain will be working .

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY !

sorry for the wrongs that i had done that have upset and disappoint you . SORRY MUMMY ! Consequently ; i could not attend the celebration today due to my selfishness of not being prepared for tomorrow exams . Maaf dipinte !

I'm not satisfied with syakir

2010-05-09T02:15:00.004+08:00

You don't have to guess , everyone knows this is Syakir . You ought to be thankful that i even listen to changing the type of donkey picture i planned to post -.- I would have post shrek friend , that donkey is cooler but never-mind . I just wanted to get even . My fingers are frozen when i want to type this , it's so hard . "Thank you !" .

I love you pushing me -.-

2010-05-08T21:22:00.005+08:00

It such a bore you know today . I wanted to follow but something did happened which is very irritating and it pissed me off . I'm very lazy to study for social studies but wow ! I have an amazing four legged animal who pushes me and he kept reminding me about social studies . Gah ! So , i hope i don't need any last minute study as tomorrow i will be celebrating mother's day and there will be no time for me to study tomorrow . What a busy week ! I hope they bought me something to eat -.- I really need to stay away from leisure time for the week but i know i won't be able to resist . Bah !

2010-05-08T14:06:00.002+08:00

Doubt that the stars are fire; Doubt that the sun doth move; Doubt truth to be a liar; But never doubt I love.

(william Shakespeare)

Okay im bored as usual . So now , i'm currently making up my mind whether i'm following or not . So fickle minded ah shazee . Not to forget , i almost forgot about mother's day (Y) Which is today , if i'm not wrong . Now , i don't have time revise :S Kay , whatever . I don't care . I did not attend school which made me guilty Bah , but i have rashes all over my body what . So not my fault unless you guys wanna get infected .

I'm just stressed , got it ?

2010-05-07T23:06:00.007+08:00

Look at my eye bags O.o
I've not been having enough sleep lately . Wth -.- Blame it on school , leisure time . I really suck at managing my time , you know . I don't know how am i going to manage my time for n-level . I'm so gonna suffer i tell you . So today ? School was such a bore i tell you . We did even pay attention except for english and a little of math . My stomach grumbles during english class as i was very very extremely hungry . Yet , ms lee dismissed us late for recess . We have like 9 minutes remaining for recess , who in the world would be contented by her actions right ? I think we should lodge a complain , haha ! Food gives students energy to concentrate you know except for diet freaks . Due to the shortage of time , i drank a box of vicko only . Gah !

So not to worry , i met syakir at teck whye mac , awesome ah ! Then we head down to lot one . The first few buses was always full . Gosh ; i dislike it . After 3 buses has passed , then we got ourselves into a bus . Since we planned what to eat yesterday , it was much easier than usual . LJS , SEDAP ! After that we bump into fahin , khairul and kid at interchange . That was a nightmare . We walked to lamsoon together and a lot happen . It's such an argumentative place . I'm pretty lazy or whatever i'm feeling right now to update . I'm just pissed off with everything .

I love the way you move (:

2010-05-06T10:15:00.004+08:00

I was seriously not ready for this shot -.-
I overshot and yeah , i did not went to school . I plan to go and make a sardine face but its already 940 coming to 1000 . It's an insane thing to do . If I were to go , i will get mock at for sure ! I feel guilty for no coming to school and the best thing is i turn in early yesterday . Aisha ; i put down the phone early , nothing to do with me talking with donkey last night(: So now i realise , it has nothing to do with what time i sleep , it's just that I NEED A NEW ALARM CLOCK . Gaygaygay ! Woah , i have not eaten but i'm not hungry yet so its okay . Now , i should start on my social studies . I think i'll do it later at night as that's when my brain is working . The coolest thing is tomorrow is friday and the last day of the week , awesome ! That means sleeping season for me (: I don't know what to do for the rest of the day ! This is the sad thing for not coming to school . Bah !

2010-05-04T23:16:00.004+08:00

My unique face ^.^

It was taken a moment ago , i'm currently on the phone with donkey . Haha , gerek . It has been a hour plus coming two talking with him and currently still going . He kept playing his guitar and i feel like throwing it away :P As if i can ! HEH . Tomorrow going home at three plus since it's only time practice and i'm so not staying till four . There's this sebok that can't see me have an easy life . He wants to go back earlier then me , damn ! HEH . Tomorrow , maybe going to lamsoon and i hope it will not be chaotic . School was horrendous today , i don't wish to elaborate further . Bah ! Bye , wanna continue my convo with this donkey !

2010-05-03T21:21:00.002+08:00

I want to sleep early but i know i can't . Tomorrow is going to be a busy and tiring day for me . I know that my eyes won't be able to last for my afternoon classes which will end at either four or five . That's already horrible . I must not be distracted by slacking after school for the week except for friday i guess . Today ? I woke up late even though iman called me a lot of times . I would just pick up his call and say "five mins " . My five minutes is equivalent to an hour . I really was pissed up for the calls that i drag myself to the toilet and bath . Then off to lamsoon . On my way , in rain heavily and i was drenched wet by the time i reached there . My phone was problematic today , gah ! I can't send messages . I have to retry over and over again till it works . Bah ! I also went to my granny house to take my social studies textbook because i know i'm so gonna need it . Then off i went to meet donkey at lot one and went lamsoon . We slack as in really slack . I met arleana and so . Wow , so kecohrable . I went home with that donkey at around 7 plus . By the time i reached home , it's like eight plus . Hah , wasted a lot of time already . Mum brought back home bee hoon ! Sedap !

I love today ^_^

2010-05-02T22:31:00.004+08:00

I miss my babies :( Aww .

So today ? I was abandon again at home by my family as usual and i was about to rot at home . Suddenly receive an invitation ah by this donkey . He asked me to tag along to Bukit Batok Csc . His family held some event there , someone birthday . As usual , i have this shyness that's a bit weird , HAHA . I don't know why ah -.- Everything seems awkward to me . Since i'm not used to talking to someone i don't know but everything turns out smoothly ? HAHA . Hearing those comments and meeting new people , awesome ! Then I still had to make my way to arleana's house since her mum asked to come over . I took a long time to reach her house as i hang out at Csc till 7.30 pm . Heh ^_^ So walked with that donkey and took the same train with me , treated like royalty ah shazee *kening up down* Than reached arleana's house at approximately 8.30 :D I know i know , i'm like a super duper late queen ! Then went to lot one with arleana to grab two mcflurry and i'm on the house . Wow , kind hearted ! Consequently , mum pick me up soon after that and here i am facing my lappy with a full stomach . What an packed day !

2010-05-01T14:23:00.003+08:00

woahhh , i love this picture ^ ^

Eh I realise how hard it is to take a photo in a vehicle when it's stopping or moving -.- This photo was when we were on our way to visit didil at the hospital . I really can't find any similarities only our anger i guess . HEH . Okay , so i'm going to glue myself today and sit in front of the computer don't know doing what . I'm going to be abandoned by my family again at home as usual . My house is also chaotic as usual . I've been asking mum to buy for me this and that . She will always go like , " what eh , end of the month " "ah , pakai duit sendiri dulu" . Haha , tak ikhlas , what's this . I hope my family gets out really soon and quick . I want peace ! I was on the phone till earlier this morning and i was abandoned . I talk to this gigantic wall , so enormous that what i say can't be heard . Donkey donkey ! For the past few days , i don't really know what to update about . I'm so gonna ketok my sister and mum for stuff when it's their pay day . WOOOOO ~ HEAVEN sia like that !

2010-04-30T19:31:00.002+08:00

Woah ; i watched it just now at Lot ^^ Cool , must watch . I love this action packed movie ! But , i watched it with this annoying pakcik ah . Always want to bully me only ah . I'm very very tired . I only had 3 hours of sleep . Today was the most utterly horrible day i ever faced . I could not do my geog paper for the first time -.- I did not manage my time well till i have to jungle up everything and it was a failure ! I have tons of work to do , pfft .

2010-04-30T00:16:00.002+08:00

Geography ? My god , i usually don't have any difficulties in revising for geography but today is my first ever breakdowns for geography . Truthfully , i love the subject but today , i'm seriously pissed off by it . What do you expect ? It's human nature , we're not perfect in terms of most of the things . Currently chatting with syakir and paused my revision for geography . I'm going to turn in pretty late today since i feel i'm not prepared . I'm bloody hell not going to class coming with an unprepared brain for examinations . Just now paper was hard core for passage A . Woah , awesome man . I almost did not finished the paper but i managed to . Speed is always the problem -.- Tomorrow i'm going to watch ironman two ! Woots , i'm so gonna relaxed mann tomorrow .

2010-04-28T18:38:00.002+08:00

I love jessica alba ^ ^ Who does'nt right ? So today , i took the first paper . MALAY ! For goodness sake , why must it have to be malay -.- Of all subjects . Mine vocab suck , i did not understand the bloody passage . When the paper ends , everyone was like " senang nye " . Deep down i was like , wth -.- Whatever . Tomorrow is english , cool or what ?! I hope , i at least get a pass . To pass ms lee english is like already something big .

Now i'm gonna start on geog if im not tired . I haven eat my dinner too , gosh ! Okay whatever , all the best for tomorrow's paper . I know it's gonna be hell for summary .

2010-04-27T22:00:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow is the start of mid-year examinations . Wow ! first three papers for this week and the rest falls on the following two weeks . Oh my god ! I'm so terrified , how can i imagine what my poa results would be ? HORRIBLE ! I can predict even without taking the test unless aisha make a miracle out of me . HEH . Now we're sitting in examination sitting arrangement . So sian le , no zi'an or aisha -.- I don't know how in the hell im gonna perform for tomorrow's paper . I hope there's a miracle to save my malay , like seriously . I don't even have wide range of vocab .

Now , my house is chaotic . Oh yeah , one amazing news . There's english lesson after our mother tongue paper . I was already like what the hell -.- Every teacher is like trying to slot their lesson in our time table . So kiasu but they should be ah .Now , i have to do a little of english . I'm so not gonna complete everything . That's the dumbest thing to do . Like no life , okay no link . Pfft .

2010-04-26T21:36:00.004+08:00

I feel like my face look plastic when using the webcam -.-
School was horrendous . I was bloody hell tired and worn out . I have the difficulty to keep myself awake . Then , i drank alot of water . A bottle of mineral water and viko . P.e suck to the core as we were scolded . Hah , i don't care about the scolding part but the punishment was ridiculous . I did have any logic in it . If you want us to learnt the right way , challenging us to change in time its fine but using a stopwatch and asking us to change over and over . It's way uncool ! Playing captain's ball was fun but whole body is aching due to that .

English lesson was the worst . I can't restrain myself from shutting my eyes -.- Get the basics scolding from ms lee . It has become an everyday thing so whatever ya . She gave alot of homeworks . Which i think , she thinks we're robots . We are human beings we get worn out easily . There's like mid year to study -.- Alright , i have enough arguing . I'm tired , i must start on my homeworks soon or else , i won't be hardworking enough to do . I assure you that ! HAHA .

2010-04-25T16:07:00.002+08:00

When i was on the phone with Aisha . We were like talking about S.W . *sighs* , her homework is always the worst . Woots ! Later one going to Limbang mac with my brainiacs peeps , heh ^^ Woah ; how i wish i have their brains , it would be awesome . Mid year is starting next week , the fear is so ___________ ! Now i still haven changed and be on my way to Limbang . Late queen as ever ah me . Now im done with my house chores and amazingly i broke the tip of my bamboo pole . What the hell i'm going to tell mum ? I'm so dead . Now i have to iron my clothes and stuff like that . I still lots of things to do .

2010-04-25T00:39:00.003+08:00

Good Morning Shazee's Blog.

Syakir here and I'm to post on her behalf. So basically yesterday she had school in the morning head then head home. Met me at Bukit Batok in the afternoon and headed to Choa Chu Kang to meet up with Lee and the rest. Headed to Bugis after everyone was present. Visited Arab St. and then had an early with Shazee at Banquet at Raffles Hospital. She's a pro at using the chopsticks, I just stick with fork and spoons as i was eating Chicken Rice and she had Wanton Noodles. Eating with her was both fun and hilarious. Kept on laughing the very moment we both look at each other eating. After dinner she had to head over to Yishun to customize god knows what with her mum. Accompanied her till Yishun and then she left me. Idiot you! I entertain her while i was on my way home. She was seating all alone because her mum was stuck in a traffic jam. What a good friend i am to entertain her when she is all alone. I'll end here, Hope i get everything right or else she'll hit my forehead. -.-"

2010-04-22T22:01:00.002+08:00

Woah ; i love her external beauty . So gorgeous (Y) and her amazing curls .

I hate schools when it falls on thursday . It's always the most tiring day of the weak and i can hardly stay awake but i did pull it off . I drank lots of mineral water and that somehow made me stay awake . Lessons ? Social studies and english was manageable , poa still can resist . Mt was always awesomeeee ! I was like a zombie when it comes to e-maths . My hand was vandalized by zi'an and i vandalized his too ^^ I find silly , his had the heading of "zi'an gay and i <3>

After that , i went home straight because i was damn exhausted and i need to study for chemistry plus 2 homeworks . When i reached home , i fall asleep and i started studying for chem . Currently i had 2 homeworks left . Mt and El . I'm tired -.- Now i have to drag myself to complete everything . I think i'm gonna to turn in late . I haven even iron my school uniform for tomorrow . Walao , so troublesome !